im not okay.
lately i was never.
not really happy. not really laughing.
im so miserable and im so fucked up.
i can't even tell if its my mess anymore.
it feels like slowly, the people around me starts to resent me.
i don't wanna be around them anymore, i wanna move out and live on my own.
if im in their way, the best thing i could do is just leave. its not like they want me there anymore.
im happy with people who are happy with me.
but i dont know how to erase this misery