theres this one thing that i've always wanted since i was a kid. and it hasnt been fulfilled yet.
i didnt wanna tell my friends because i feel like its too much to ask for. but i wish for a birthday surprise from my friends, i feel like im not appreciated enough but i also don't want to come off as being ungrateful. Maybe i don't deserve a birthday surprise just yet? and maybe i shouldn't expect anything but in that 99% of not expecting anything since i could even remember, theres that 1% of hope that i would get one. and i hope for this every single year. and i hope that the year this 2015.
